

I.amI'm dying from the wounds i've inflicted upon myself. I. a m. m y. e n e m y. the phrase is over used, it's cliché, and everyones heard it. But that doesn't take away from the truth.I.am
The raw, painful truth that we cause the most pain to ourselves.
We wrap ourselves up in our lies. We strangle ourself with who we want to be We slowly kill ourselves with everything we're NOT.
What's worse? Is we take others down with us. We entangle them in our lives, and bury them in sorrow so deep, that they get lost. They're trapped,


aRUMORthere's a rumor i once heard.. it's a rumor of hope.aRUMOR
is it true? who knows. but i pray to God it is.
it's the one thing i cling to, the one thing that keeps me going.
it spreads like a weed,
like rumors usually do.
but it isn't as accepted as most are, it's harder to swallow, harder to believe.
it hurts, it burns, it stings. yet it's uplifting, promise making, and encouraging.
from one ear to the next, it's story molds to it's beholder.
to each, it means something different. to some? it means nothing at a


everythingiHATEcan't you just let me be? i know i'm pretending..i know it's not really the same.everythingiHATE
but let my fairytale last a while longer. leave me to my daydreams and happiness.
i know it's different to everyone.. no one knows the real story..
not even me.
but don't crush my world.. not yet anyways...
the mask i wear not only hides, but protects.. i don't think i could live without it.
everytime i see you, reality crashes in. the emotions remembered are to much to bare.
the walls i've built protect me. the web i've spun comfo


ItoldYOUsoAlright everyone! On three... 1 2 3 "I told you so"ItoldYOUso
You know you want to say it.. You know it will forever be true.
Once more we go through the cycle. Fear, love, hate, anger...
All ending with a phrase. The four words that tie it all together.
All of the mistakes,
the bad choices.
The blindness, the naiveness.
All summed up in a few short words.
i . t o l d . y o u . s o .